April Showers

Well  its April 1st,  I have been here 1 full year. The winter was mild and although it has rained lately, It wasnt as bad as  as last years freezing weather and snow in Klamath Falls!! I really love California, I see why people pay more to live here, it's beauty and nice weather! its kinda hard to keep up my "miserable"reputation. Gaby is still working long hard nights and we still never see each other. We are going to San Diego Memorial Day week. I cant wait. Heather is going along nicely with her pregnancy ,although I feel she may need some psychiatric help. She worries about the craziest stuff especially when it comes to the baby! Constantly and all the time!! Like she just cant stop! i wonder where she gets that from? And Andrew and Lauren have broken up. He says he is alright but i have to wonder? at least he admitted to me he has abandonment issues, again I wonder where he gets that from?? George was in the hospital, his kidneys shut down, My mom cant ever handle any kind of crisis so she makes it 100 percent harder for everyone to deal with it. Jennifer was a huge help and i know it was a strain on her. Im not sure what happened with Kelly but who am i to Judge? I live accross the country and dont have to put up with the drama, and in my family there is enough drama for about 10 seasons of Jerry Springer that would be just dedicated to us.Work is still hard but it keeps my mind busy and i dont have time to think about whats going on in Florida, and thinking up ways to get Andrew here when he refuses to leave. I wont go into detail about a certain person who is still self destructing, there is no point anymore. But if a certain bar would somehow burn to the ground maybe he or she would have a chance?? I hope everyone has an amazing April and I hope my "work Karma" is on my side and the 30 or so patients i confirm everyday show up for their freakin appointments!!!!!!!!!!!! and leave their cockaroaches at home!!!!!!!!(really no joke)!!! peace!!

a little late

Well I'm a little late with my February post. The month just flew by!! Work is getting much better, well its still crazy busy, but now Janene is back its so much better. My  grandson is growing nicely and I love talking to Heather each day and love listening to her fall in love with baby Grayson. That is his name Grayson Andrew Price. There still isn't a day that goes by actually  an hour that goes by that I don't miss Heather and Andrew so bad its crazy!!!!!!! I will never give up hope I can have them with me and not have to go back to Florida. Gaby is still working alot and the last time we really did anything together was Valentines Day. We went To Burney Falls and then a nice dinner. I miss her!! I miss all the fun things we used to do......... Well not much else I'm finding it hard to write this and watch Chelsea Lately at the same time! :)

Reasonable goals

Well I realized writing in my blog once a month would be a reasonable goal for me. January has been a difficult start to the new year. Mostly due to work. I knew going back on January 3rd was going to be tough I just didn't realize how hard! I enjoy my Job and mostly the people I work with but I'm doing the job that 2 people should be doing and I'm stressed alot. I dream of work when I'm not there and I have broke down a couple of times crying which I hate to do! I just found out this may all get better and although the extra money has helped alot i really hope it does or I can at least make it day after day.

This year also will bring me my first grandchild. I cant really express how excited I am and how happy I am for my beautiful daughter!! I have already nicknamed this baby Lil Chunk. I am already so in love with this baby and I cant wait till he or she is here.

As always I hope and pray every year Andrew will come live with me. I'm not gonna get my hopes up but I will have to say if his dad doesn't change his lifestyle Andrew may not have a choice. I don't pray much but I do for Dale, it saddens me to see him go down although he will never admit it, I just hope he does before its too late.

Then there is my Gaby. We Never see each other and I have lost something she gave me that was very special to me. Its partly my fault but NOT all my fault. I hope this new year will bring us Love and time together maybe get us back to good.......  We both have new cars thanks to her and we had a fun vacation to LA. I hope she knows how much I appreciate all she does for me and how much I truly Love her. She is my best friend and I cant imagine my life without her.


My step dad is sick maybe Cancer and my Mom well that's another Blog for another time, My sisters are living their lives and I may not agree with all of it I just wish we could all be closer.

 So goodbye January! I bought a treadmill and hopefully will start using it:) Remember Reasonable Goals!!

Christmas 2010

I was having trouble wanting to write about christmas cause all I could think to say is "Im glad its over!"Then I thought it fits right in with my miserable theme. Christmas really wasn't that bad but just like every single day that Im not with my kids I suffer just enough. Work is crazy enough to keep my mind on not much else but work, and Gaby keeps me cheerful with her smile and her love for the holidays. Money was tight but what else is new?? I have alot to be thankful for and am looking forward to the new year and the arrival of my first grandchild. Gaby gave me 3 choices for vacation this year, Australia, Greece , or Fiji.I havent picked one but does it really matter? Really all I want is the people I love to be happy, and to survive work for the next couple of months. "hurry back Janene and god give me the strength to not let work break me!!

weekend in San Fran

Well there was really nothing miserable about this weekend, maybe the obnoxious men at the football game but even that wasn't so bad. We had such a good time in San Fran. The weather was yucky but we seem to be used to it now. Friday I had to get my gifts sent to Heather and Andrew. I boxed up everything at the hotel and Gaby and I walked 6 blocks to the post office in the rain, stood in a very long line, but they are sent and i could finally relax! Friday night we went to Fishermans Wharf and shopped and played in the arcade and yes Gab i beat you fair and square in air hockey!! We went to a restaurant in the Little Italy part of town and had expresso and dessert in an Italian cafe.The next day we went to Golden Gate Park and went to the California Academy of Sciences

California Academy of Sciences
Established	1853
Location	Golden Gate Park, San Francisco, California, USA
Type	Natural History
Visitor figures	Over 1 million visits annually
Director
Website	http://www.calacademy.org/

The California Academy of Sciences is among the largest museums of natural history in the world. It was really fun and the best part was the Morrison Planetarium. From there we had another amazing dinner and I had Pomegranite infused chicken it was so delicious!! Then it was off to the IMAX to see Tron all I can say about the movie was it just plain sucked. Then we shopped Union Square, well we "looked around" Union Square. The next day we went to the Raider Game which was suprisingly more fun than i expected. It was a wonderful weekend "thank you Gaby" xoxoxo

Long Day

It's always busy before you leave for a trip or long weekend. This morning was the first morning my car was covered with ice(frost) and it was pretty darn cold. When i got to work there were 2 really old people leaving from their exciting night of sleep studies and were trying to defrost their windows. The man was spraying his windshield with perfume?? weird so i made a few trips with pitchers of water to clear their windows, Why they just couldn't wait for the windows to defrost is beyond me. After a very long day at work I had to get my gifts for the kids cause today was pay day and im running out of mailing time!! I really don't have much money and everything is soooo expensive. But im pretty happy with what i got. It's not much but i put alot of thought into the gifts so I hope Heather,Jeramie Andrew and Lauren like what I got.I started with Gaby but i still have time... Im glad she made a long list with stuff on it like a Camaro convertible and a Saint Bernard(over my dead body) and the list goes on......and on ...... and on,,,,,,

does anyone really care??

I would love to start from the beginning but i don't have the best memory, so i thought i would just start with now and fill in the blanks of the past as it comes to me.