April Showers

Well  its April 1st,  I have been here 1 full year. The winter was mild and although it has rained lately, It wasnt as bad as  as last years freezing weather and snow in Klamath Falls!! I really love California, I see why people pay more to live here, it's beauty and nice weather! its kinda hard to keep up my "miserable"reputation. Gaby is still working long hard nights and we still never see each other. We are going to San Diego Memorial Day week. I cant wait. Heather is going along nicely with her pregnancy ,although I feel she may need some psychiatric help. She worries about the craziest stuff especially when it comes to the baby! Constantly and all the time!! Like she just cant stop! i wonder where she gets that from? And Andrew and Lauren have broken up. He says he is alright but i have to wonder? at least he admitted to me he has abandonment issues, again I wonder where he gets that from?? George was in the hospital, his kidneys shut down, My mom cant ever handle any kind of crisis so she makes it 100 percent harder for everyone to deal with it. Jennifer was a huge help and i know it was a strain on her. Im not sure what happened with Kelly but who am i to Judge? I live accross the country and dont have to put up with the drama, and in my family there is enough drama for about 10 seasons of Jerry Springer that would be just dedicated to us.Work is still hard but it keeps my mind busy and i dont have time to think about whats going on in Florida, and thinking up ways to get Andrew here when he refuses to leave. I wont go into detail about a certain person who is still self destructing, there is no point anymore. But if a certain bar would somehow burn to the ground maybe he or she would have a chance?? I hope everyone has an amazing April and I hope my "work Karma" is on my side and the 30 or so patients i confirm everyday show up for their freakin appointments!!!!!!!!!!!! and leave their cockaroaches at home!!!!!!!!(really no joke)!!! peace!!

a little late

Well I'm a little late with my February post. The month just flew by!! Work is getting much better, well its still crazy busy, but now Janene is back its so much better. My  grandson is growing nicely and I love talking to Heather each day and love listening to her fall in love with baby Grayson. That is his name Grayson Andrew Price. There still isn't a day that goes by actually  an hour that goes by that I don't miss Heather and Andrew so bad its crazy!!!!!!! I will never give up hope I can have them with me and not have to go back to Florida. Gaby is still working alot and the last time we really did anything together was Valentines Day. We went To Burney Falls and then a nice dinner. I miss her!! I miss all the fun things we used to do......... Well not much else I'm finding it hard to write this and watch Chelsea Lately at the same time! :)

Reasonable goals

Well I realized writing in my blog once a month would be a reasonable goal for me. January has been a difficult start to the new year. Mostly due to work. I knew going back on January 3rd was going to be tough I just didn't realize how hard! I enjoy my Job and mostly the people I work with but I'm doing the job that 2 people should be doing and I'm stressed alot. I dream of work when I'm not there and I have broke down a couple of times crying which I hate to do! I just found out this may all get better and although the extra money has helped alot i really hope it does or I can at least make it day after day.

This year also will bring me my first grandchild. I cant really express how excited I am and how happy I am for my beautiful daughter!! I have already nicknamed this baby Lil Chunk. I am already so in love with this baby and I cant wait till he or she is here.

As always I hope and pray every year Andrew will come live with me. I'm not gonna get my hopes up but I will have to say if his dad doesn't change his lifestyle Andrew may not have a choice. I don't pray much but I do for Dale, it saddens me to see him go down although he will never admit it, I just hope he does before its too late.

Then there is my Gaby. We Never see each other and I have lost something she gave me that was very special to me. Its partly my fault but NOT all my fault. I hope this new year will bring us Love and time together maybe get us back to good.......  We both have new cars thanks to her and we had a fun vacation to LA. I hope she knows how much I appreciate all she does for me and how much I truly Love her. She is my best friend and I cant imagine my life without her.


My step dad is sick maybe Cancer and my Mom well that's another Blog for another time, My sisters are living their lives and I may not agree with all of it I just wish we could all be closer.

 So goodbye January! I bought a treadmill and hopefully will start using it:) Remember Reasonable Goals!!