Well I realized writing in my blog once a month would be a reasonable goal for me. January has been a difficult start to the new year. Mostly due to work. I knew going back on January 3rd was going to be tough I just didn't realize how hard! I enjoy my Job and mostly the people I work with but I'm doing the job that 2 people should be doing and I'm stressed alot. I dream of work when I'm not there and I have broke down a couple of times crying which I hate to do! I just found out this may all get better and although the extra money has helped alot i really hope it does or I can at least make it day after day.
This year also will bring me my first grandchild. I cant really express how excited I am and how happy I am for my beautiful daughter!! I have already nicknamed this baby Lil Chunk. I am already so in love with this baby and I cant wait till he or she is here.
As always I hope and pray every year Andrew will come live with me. I'm not gonna get my hopes up but I will have to say if his dad doesn't change his lifestyle Andrew may not have a choice. I don't pray much but I do for Dale, it saddens me to see him go down although he will never admit it, I just hope he does before its too late.
Then there is my Gaby. We Never see each other and I have lost something she gave me that was very special to me. Its partly my fault but NOT all my fault. I hope this new year will bring us Love and time together maybe get us back to good....... We both have new cars thanks to her and we had a fun vacation to LA. I hope she knows how much I appreciate all she does for me and how much I truly Love her. She is my best friend and I cant imagine my life without her.
My step dad is sick maybe Cancer and my Mom well that's another Blog for another time, My sisters are living their lives and I may not agree with all of it I just wish we could all be closer.
So goodbye January! I bought a treadmill and hopefully will start using it:) Remember Reasonable Goals!!
